I always wonder that the people who loved you truly and somehow you don't been able to reciprocate their feelings in same way they want adds to your karma...or rather would say bad karma.... I mean directly or indirectly you become the reason for their heartache...and I strongly believe that whatever you do around comes neck to you eventually...whatever it is....so all the heartache I felt is somewhat is the fruit of what I saw around in this world by hurting the people who loved me...I would say if it is so then I totally deserve what I got!!!!!