Dreamer

Who gets to say No, stay away, off limits What should I do About this pull, this want When will I Get to live for me, not others Where does it say You can only choose from this pool Why can’t I See, touch, explore you the way I want to How am I Supposed to shut it all out!!!!

How many times you can walk away from the person you want to be with the most. It takes tremendous self control to not give in to the feelings/pain/love you have for that person and keep your mouth absolutely shut infront of them because you are not right for them (never was, never will be because this world works in a certain way in terms of whom you can love or not and you are not fulfilling that criteria and never will). So everytime you see this person who are supposed to act non chalantly, especially in front of their better half. You have to keep in check of your feelings when everytime they are breaking infront of you and you are breaking with them, for them. You have to be in check everytime their partner don't understand their worth infront of you and only you what you won't do just to have a day in place of them!!! It is very difficult every single time but you have to do it, for you and most importantly for them!