Lesson

Long time ago I learned how to survive in this cruel world...

It is by keeping everything buried inside..

Never to share your deepest thoughts.

Keeping those tiny little secret sewed inside the darkest corner my broken heart.

I learned it is better to stay silent

I try to stay by my own

Learned to be emotionally off infront of everyone no matter how much I am breaking inside

When it get too painful I learned to put on a happy face 

I learned to be invisible in a room full of people known as my parents, siblings, closest, friends, colleagues....known as everyone...

But now you seems to be shattering these walls one by one and piece by piece..... 

and here here I m standing more scared then ever because first time in my life i m letting someone get inside my head and my heart, i am starting to get emotionally dependent. Whereas i have learned that it is better to be alone, lesson given by each and every person in my life. Lesson to be not dependent on anyone whether it is for physical, mental, financial or emotional support....

People are meant to left...promises are meant to be broken...heart is nothing but a piece of meat meant to bleed..feelings are meant to be kept not shared...

So here i am trying very hard to keep you at length before it's too late and you will make me forget all the lessons i have learned in life a very hard way!!!!